the Quasi Effect

Thank God i finally have my PR back. Even though i was not able to get my previous PR (which is 3), atleast i can do some tasks in my pay-per-post sites. i missed blogging so much. i suffered almost like forever, waiting for my PR to raise from zero. It took me, like less than 4 months blogging for nothing. Anyway, it still help me gain my PR because of my unpaid post. Im starting to do some task and hopefully i can catch up to the number of months that i didnt have my income(in blogging).’Till my next post.TC

Last night was my second night for my graveyard training schedule and im starting to get used of a sudden change of the usual sleeping system. At first it was hard for me to adjust since im not used to this kind of lifestyle, hibernating by day and fully awake by night. I was just thankful last night because the module discussion was nice and interactive therefore i did not struggle against boredom issues. This training is really mentally challenging since it is not only your physical condition you are working but also your mind as well. I really hope i can maintain this kind of enthusiasm while taking this training. Till the next post. see y’all.

Yesterday, I attended the sixth session for the Christian Life Program for the Singles for Christ. I was really structed by the talk that was delivered to us by Kuya Art about the important part of showing the true essence of loving God which is Loving our Neighbor. I was really guilty by the message he imparted us since it is all about the humane form of showing love to God. It was in 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 which really make me felt guilty.
It says something like this:

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

I remembered my blog yesterday about the guy who texted my girlfriend(read my previous blog). I’d realize that i’ve been too protective for my girlfriend to the extent that i been thinking too much of bad ideas. I’m sorry God for doing such a thing and sorry for the person i’m angry with.   

I was really bothered yesterday, when someone texted my girlfriend about something. He (yes, he’s a guy) was inviting her on his birthday. At first it was okay since it has an occassion, but i dont want my girlfriend to attend the event. Suddenly the guy told my girlfriend that it is a miracle that she is not strolling around. So assuming i am my girlfriend, i texted him something like this "unsa diay tanaw nimu sa ako, ana na jud ko kalaagan?". My girlfriend received a text and im noting one of his words something this, "mejo!". I was really disturbed by the gestures of his text. I was thinking, is he thinking of my girlfriend as an "easy-to-get" girl. WTF. It really made me freak out. After all this months, i’ve been treating my girlfriend as a treasure, now they’re treat her something like a b*tch. Maybe they might find it a joke, but for me it isn’t. I know what i believe. 23 years of living in this world made me realize some things. Im also a guy and i know what guys have been thinking. Maybe i can say, "Thinkers are Doers". But so what?! I admit, i’ve been there and done that. But trust me, I’ll do everything and anything just to protect my loved one.

It been 5 months ago when i officially have you as my girlfriend hon. And all those times were filled with joy and laughter by the simple love and care that you have shown to me. Although there were tears being shed, it never depletes the love that i am keeping here inside for you. I do not only thank Lord God for giving you to me and but also i thank you for letting me close to Him. Hopefully, i could see you more often and may we all face all the trials that blocks our way. Keep in your mind that no matter what problems that you encounter i will be always here for you through thick and thin. Lets work things out for this relationship for us and for our future. Lets bring out the best in us because i am having you as the best gift i ever had and i hope you think the same way too. I keep on saying this to you, that I Love You Kamell and i’ll always will.

Today is the start of the classes in elementary, secondary and college schools.Now, im starting to miss those things since its been around 17 years i have spend my life in schooling. I miss early morning wake ups, school bells, recess and most of all allowances. Those times are over because i am facing another phase in my life. The life of being a professional. Hopefully i will succeed in my chosen career and may all of my skills be useful for the development of my personality.

I’d like to take this opportunity to greet my mother  a HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY!! I thank you for everything you have done to us! I wish you all the happiness in life and may you have long, long life! I love you ma!